Ok so the date was not a disaster in the sense that things went badly but a disaster in the sense that we were the two most different people to be sitting at the same table together. I like bars, alcohol and company - he hates them. He likes camping, outdoors and being alone - I hate them! So the conversation was rather stunted and there was no attraction from my side; not physically and even less character-wise. But it was a good eye-opener cos now I'm sure that I'm not ready for a boyfriend. I'm enjoying my nights out with my friends too much to dedicate my time to solely one person.
Yesterday was a case in point when I went out with Nat, drank lots of vodka, we were joined by some friends, had a few laughs, then I met a very cute friend of mine where there is a mutual attraction, flirted with him, felt good and had a fantastic night!
That is where I am in my life at the moment and I'm lovin' it.